Wednesday, April 27, 2005
i'm sad... i hurt my mum's feelins.... y am i so rude 2 her..... i tink she is reali hurt.... n she is ignorin me...... i'm reali guilty.....shldn hav said tt.... she jus wanna help me... wif my project... cause i'm so stressed wif it.....i'm reali veri bad.... i'm a bad daughter..... y am i always hurtin her.... she is veri disappointed wif me..... veri indeed....i'm bad.... veri bad..... it is not e first time.... i always say i will change.... but in e end i didn..... i'm bad.... i still hurt her feelings....i'm too much.... i feel terrible now.....
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Friday, April 22, 2005
it has almost been 1 mth since i lost my wallet..... i tink i nvr get it back.....
can i jus end life????? i'm gonna die of pressure.... there's so many things 2 do.... so many hw n projects...... it seems tt there's no way i can finish it...... omg..... evry sub got hw....piles n piles of it..... n so many projects.... n so many tests!!!!!!!!!! wad e heck lah...... i'm so stressed....nvr noe tt jc life is so hectic.... my mum said.... jus work hard 4 2 yrs.... n tt will b over.... cause uni life will b more relaxed..... but but but.....i seems 2 b strugglin..... now is oni 4 mths lah..... i dunno how can i cope....
reali dunno.....
syf is comin.... tmr mus go back, sun aso.... mon aso got practice.... tt's very tirin lah..... e mass pe.... my leg jus hurts lah.... so damn tired.... it has been ages since i hav a good slp.... ages..... yes i mean ages...... tt will nvr happen 2 me in sec sch..... i even hav e time 2 take nap lah... now.... evryday reached home at 6 smth.... sometimes even 8 lah.... 2 my mum.... if i come home at 5.... is consider early 2 her.....she will say " so early ah?" tt's life huh.....
Friday, April 22, 2005
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Be courteous to all, but intimate with few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence. True friendship is a plant of slow growth, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation.by
George Washingtoneveryone hears what you sayfriends listen to what you saybest friends listen to what you dun say.........true friends r hard 2 find...... i'm blessed tt i hav all of u......Truly blessed...........thanx.......
Sunday, April 10, 2005
" will friendships last 4 eva"....i dunno..... but i hope it will..... esp e ones tt hav left me many sweet memories..... since i dun hav a stead..... my friends r very impt 2 me..... i dun hav a wide circle of friends..... jus a few whom i tink i can reali rely on..... pei ying, sam, ju, agnes, qiqi....N wileen u r jus 1 of them...... i dun wanna lose u jus bcause we r headin diff. routes..... i noe wad u mean..... u r goin poly, n i'm in jc.....both of us will b very busy wif our own work... n might not hav e time 2 meet up....... but i dun tink our friendship will end here.... NO WAY!!! we will still b best friends..... yes we will.... 4 eva.......e fun times tt we had in sec sch.... in jc(first 3mths)...... will nvr b forgotten...... although we r in different classes in sec 3 n4...... but we still sit together before mornin assembly..... go back home 2 gether....... in jc..... tt time.... i was rather lonely.... u r e 1..... hu is always there 4 me..... u wait 4 me 4 break.... n aso when sch ends..... n we go 4 co 2gether...make fun of jacob.....of his shoes.......talk abt e guy tt we liked...... ur 453 n my "badminton"......i reali missed those times when u will wait outside my class.... n shout "ah yee!!!!" n i will dashed out of e rm..... rmb when we stay in e toilet evry mornin..... until 730...... do u noe my happiest time tt i will hav in sch.... is 2 c u......................................................................4 e next few mths.... few yrs..... few decades...... we will still b b best friends..... no matter wad......even if i make new friends...i will not 4get my "old" friends... i will not 4 get u.......u will b a good nurse......a carin 1......i jus hope evrythin will b fine when u r in nyp.......
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Saturday, April 02, 2005
WALLET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! where r u?????? can e kind soul pls return me my wallet..... i want back my neoprints!!!!!!!! i replace e easylink card le..... so ex.... 19 bucks!!!!! learnt a lesson..... mus b xtreme careful wif my belongins........
so bad luck tis week.... hope evrythin will b better next week...... my class now is 1t32.... combined classes of 1t37 n 38..... not too bad..... all first intake xcept 1....... haiz.... sit in e front row again!!!!!! hate it..... but nvr mind lah..... not always stay in class aso..... oni tutorials.....
actually no mood 2 update... cause i miss my wallet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wallet!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pls appear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, April 02, 2005